hey 🦔

been a year since my last post

so much has happened. it’s undoubtedly been the best year of my life
each year my life grows more and more mine. I’m so relieved.

I put enough time and effort into my music that I had two EPs released. I’m a full-time musician now, like paying rent and bills with my music. I’m broke a lot but I can’t describe the feeling of liberation from my toxic wealthy parents. 

I got engaged. to someone who is consistently good to me, who doesn’t see me as an antidote to their self-hatred, but as an equal being. living with her is this euphoric peace I’ve always craved, which I never got from my family, then searched for in partners but never found.

I lost many friends. I still don’t have the social energy I used to have before my last relationship. I’m still learning to how to be a friend, a present friend, but it’s hard. some of my old friends I hurt irrevocably with my negligence. I wish all of them well, and I want to be a better person.

hope everyone is doing well.

bye now!

I feel lightest, happiest, strongest than I have in the last two years. love to everyone. hope you’re all keeping well.

cocainesocialist replied to your photo: i’m bout to go rave. hope everyone’s keeping well…

did you pay £50 for that t shirt

I paid £3, it’s fake from a street market! I didn’t even know it was a popular brand, I just like the snake design!!

who’s on twitter

hi guys I’m done with tumblr. I still log in now and then but I hope to never be as active as I used to be.

I’ve met some lovely people on here. it would be nice to keep in touch. if you’d like to, message me and I can give my fb/email/whatever. I also have public profiles for my music/writing too, if you’re interested in a more distant style of keeping-up.

take care,
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